iftar with the georgians! =D

bez jgk berbuka pose ngn mbr2..pastu, smpt g bazar kt dataran senawang tuh..pergh..sesak, manusia mcm ulat je..haha..n smlm first time jgk mkn sate tulang! sdp woo! walaupun nama tulang, tp ade la jgk isi daging..manis!n smlm first time jgk keluar mlm..haha..tp xelok la kua2 mlm ni especially pompuan la kn..(bak kata ainul, aku ni lain species!) haha..tp betol la..bahaya kot mlm2 ni..

terubat jgk la rindu yg membara kt rakan2 seperjuangan kt kgv ni especially mira, syaf, raje, ain, aida, shira, n far..walaupun sebenarnye da ajk owg lain, tp terlambat plak en ajk..tp xpe..tgk la, nt ade rezeki kte ketemu lg, insyaAllah..=)

version lme punye..

n td jgk rsenye peluang terakhir kot kua ngn adk beradik..adik ke? haha..honestly, ramai gle owg tanye mesti bez ade abg sume kn? haha..bez la kot..xtau nk wt comparison sbb xd kakak or adk..tp as adk bongsu yg mempunyai 4 owg abg..4! saya rse sgt la secure..hehe..tp mereka sgt protective dan suka membuli saya..smpai yg simple2 pon kne wt, katanya nk train kau jd isteri solehah nt..hahaha..dan2 jela..oh..lg, mcm2 la bole ckp ngn dowg..dari yg besar2 hingga la loveydovey punye hal..haha..tp nk ckp jgk, anak bongsu xsume manje ok!! dan saya termasuk dlm golongan tu..hehehe..=)

lg, urm..tu je kot..xd ape la nk ckp..tp nk update jgk blog ni sbb maybe after raya, blog ni akan bersawang kot..so, last but not least, raikan la Aidilfitri ini dgn keluarga tercinta dalam penuh kesederhanaan. semoga raya ni membawa seribu erti kepada kita..=)

p/s: esk bru confirm date flight...hrp2 la b4 11..

Raya, merdeka n fly!!!!!!!! =0

                       Sume big events kali ni mmg rapat2 der.. dgn nk raya la, nk prepare nk fly r n prepare nk merdeka? haha..merdeka ke? so, kalut xkalut tu norma la hidup student ucc first year-to-be ni..drp agreement mara ke ucc n iumc punye hal, mmg dugaan jgk la..tp again alhamdulillah sgt2 dgn berkat doa n usaha mama n abh, sume goes on smoothly..so, now keep on praying that everything gonna be fine!so, point nk ckp sini, selagi kita boleh bernafas selagi tu la kita akan diuji...so, stay strong n be patient always! =)

                      Two days ago, g Kamal Bookstore kt jln pahang depan general hospital. nmpk dari luar mcm kedai runcit biasa tp ble da msk, im amazed der! byk gle bku2 medic! n demand for these books are very good sbb on the spot dga owg tu amek order from fon sbb ade sistem courier.

                      Eh, cop bkn nk cte psl kedai bku kamal tu, tp nk cte yg medic ni is gonna be tough my dear! uhhh, ble selak Atlas Anatomy tu, im shocked der by the huge details yg nk kne memorise. all the bones, nerves, smpi lekuk2 tulang pon kne tau! wow! so, mmg da berazam la nk study hard n smart..medic kt ireland 1.1 juta weh! im so gonna use this one in a million opportunity wisely. hopefully, impian jd pediatrician akan tercapai! insyaAllah..kne transformasi diri ni..n last but not least if u can dream it, u can do it! have faith in Allah.. =)
 

selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin 

selamat menyambut kemerdekaan yang ke 54! =)

P/S: sebenarnye msh x dpt telan d fact dat, im gonna leave home very soon. =(

one in a million experience..haha..

haha..title mcm menarik tp tak semenarik la sebenarnye, tp menarik jgk! haha..(da mule merepek) ..
sometimes, ape yg kte rancang x sumenye dpt, kalau dpt pon maybe lambat ckt, or ssh gle nk dpt...or kdg2 xdpt langsung sbb ade sesuatu yg lg baik Allah da tentukan utk kte..kan Allah Maha Perancang. mcm quote yg salu kte dengar jangan menangis sbb hujan, sbb nanti ade pelangi! (mgkin ayat ni da lari ckt) ..
so, nk dijadikan cerita byk btol la dugaan mse Ramadhan ni nk siapkn agreement mara ni..xperlu la nk ckp in details tp yg pasti marilah kte ambil iktibar atas ape yg terjadi..

1. do not just assume, tell in advance..
2. always be patient,
3.keep updated always.
4.have faith in Allah.
5.think positive
6.be proactive with backup plans..
7.if something goes wrong, don't panic.be calm and zikir + doa.=)

ok..tp disebabkan hari ni punye experience sgt la exciting+exhausting+fun+adrenaline rush+speed, so kne cte bg record..haha..jln cerita dlm mood cerpen kanak2..layan jela..=)
pg2 tu dgn azam n niat yg btol g la ktm..tggu mbr sowg2, tup2 umu  xjd join..join lmbt ckt..then, xpe la the journey continues..smpi ukm, Atiqah drive, tp pickup tiffany dlu..so, after da pickup sume meraba jln nk g lembah beringin..thank god la smpi jgk walaupun lmbt ckt..haha..after da beramah mesra ngn teachers kesayangan msg2, hujan sgt lebat!!!!!!! and, kebetulan Ain park kete btol2 dpn gh..kteowg (umu,aku,kira) da cuak menunggu mbr2 yg lain..sbb kne g headquarters mara afterwards, so sgt la rushing. nk dijadikan cerita, mbr2 xckp korem lg..so, tbe2 kteowg pakat tmpg Ain smpi mne2 la stesen bas ke ape..then,

tph:ok..da ready?
sume berlari lintang pukang dlm hujan lebat tu,..and basah kuyup la obviously.
sume menjerit: (tok2)..ain, bukak pintu!
mbr: mk cik, nk tmpg bole?
mak ain: kete kteowg breakdown la..HAHAHAH..
tph: la, igt mak cik tggu hujan reda..ahahaha..
klakar gle kot td smpai smpt amek gmbr..see! =)

so, the journey continues..ok da mls nk cte pnjg, tp ondway tu tbe2 angin tayar xckp, n ade bau kek hangus..haha..nsb la ade owg tu tlg mskkn angin..maybe this is why we (girls) should learn how to isi angin? tukar tayar? juz incase..pas2, berlari2 g mara n alhamdulillah smpt..lega gle after dat..tp mse blk tu sgt la cramp ktm mcm bese la. terhimpit bkn mcm sardin lg tp mcm kentang lenyek da..haha..over gle..so, smpai la destinasi msg2....=)

P/S: flight 8hb sept insyaAllah..=/

university college cork! =)

UCC!!! =)

           Alhamdulillah, walaupn cork je tp still cork kot..haha..and walaupun da expect d bez which is trinity, tp yeah i am very grateful..hehe..lg2, dpt sme ngn norain kot!!!!!!!!!! hehehe..and ble tau ramai jgk dak kmb yg akn ke cork, xd la cuak sgt..haha..anyway, skg masa agk suntuk la..dgn nk siapkan agreement MARA sume, packing, shopping bku n brg2 sume, xlps tgn!!! lg2 nk dkt raye ni..adoiyai..=0

so, lets get cracking! hehe..new experience at cork awaits me! woot2..semoga sume urusan kte dipermudahkan Allah baik yg nk fly or cari placement locally..and semoga kte tros tabah berjuang mencari ilmu kerana Allah! and jom kejar mlm Lailatul Qadar..and doa hrp2 dipertemukn dgn mlm seribu nikmat tu!=)

sebenarnye, nk update byk lg tp da lpe nk ckp ape..oh, haaa..nasi ulam sgt bez!!!!isn lps after settle mara sume, g umh mk tok n then ptg tu msk nasi ulam yg ade 14 jenis daun!!!!! sgt la sedap! cbe jgn xcbe bg spe2 yg blom penah rse..hehe..

p/s: hope this is the best decision I've made..=)

alhamdulillah..a gud start! =)

syukur sgt2, result A-Level da lepas.. Alhamdulillah..=')
its a good start for another 5 years of medicine! woot2...=0
cuak yg sampai tdo xlena, mkn xkenyang, mandi xbsh n skt perot berakhir jgk..hehe..=p
so, bak kata mak hati kne kental! xbole sedih2 for small little things da..=/
sedihnye ble pkr lg bpe hari je nk dok umh ni..=/
nt mesti rindu nk tgk mke mama n abah n abdul n nazri n mus n ainul!!!!! =(
xpe2, ade skype, fon sume ade..=)
eh, apasal post ni emo plak..come on kne epi!!!!!=D

jadi2, di kesempatan ni saya nk ucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada family, kwn2, ckgu2 especially Miss Yati, Miss Aizan,Miss Aqilah, Miss Zai n Madam Zaharah!!=')
berkat doa dan jasa didikan sume amat tidak terhingga..=)
semoga Allah dpt membalas jasa kalian, dan semoga dirahmati Allah selalu..=p
Ireland here I come!!!! =p

P/S: utk kwn2 yg  xlps, jgn putus asa! Allah knows wat's the bez for us! have faith in Allah..its not the end of the world.infact its a beginning of something new. sometimes, success begins with a failure. we juz have to keep on praying n ikhtiar! all the bez kwn2! =)

expectations!

sometimes people expect too much from you. even your own parents, friends, siblings and most importantly yourselves! yes, I admit I set high expectations on myself to be better in all aspects. sounds ambitious? yup..haha..and sometimes you just expect too much from a person? including your own family members, and friends. so, in other words expectations for me is like a give and take but in their own version la..its either for good or for worse.

scenario 1
a mother scolded a little son of how meticulous he was when washing the dishes because he let one of  the favourite plate broken into pieces. so, of course the son will feel so sad kan? and maybe horrified depends on the angry tone he received. haha.. well, on the other side if his mother wasn't that strict I bet she will just say "adam.....don't do it again please..." haha..

scenario 2
abah: nt adk fly ble?
anak: ntah sept kot...tggu result dlu bah...=.=

scenario 3
adik: weh, tolong r picit kaki adk ni, sakit kaki la..
abang 1: bg ak 20 ringgit..
adik: ala...15 la pliz..
abang 1: 100 ringgit la..hahaha.
adik: fine mcmni r..=.=
________________________________________________________________________________
adik: weh, tolong r picit kaki adk ni, sakit kaki la..
abang 2: haa..meh sini..mne yg sakit?
adik: ni bwh ibu jari ni..=)

scenario 4
(monolog dalaman diri antara yg baik dgn jahat)
baik: bgn weh! da azan subuh tu..cpt bgn!
jahat: ala..awl lg tu...5 minit lg ak bgn la..
(at the end? baik ke jahat menang? nantikan episod seterusnye..hehe..).

scenario 5
(perbualan kosong dua orang kawan di cafe)
Aputs: weh, dreamgirl ko cmne?
Haputs: ahah..well, dia mesti kne pandai msk, kuat agama, pandai jg hati aku, sdp mata memandang, baik hati, hormat owg tua, rajin mengemas, tau menjahit and plg penting cun la! hahaha..
Aputs: walaweh... =0

ok..so, dpt picture wat expectations is all about? hmm..ofkoz dpt kan? hari2 biasa pon ade expectations! on the bigger picture, lets imagine wat's Allah expectations to us? hmm..do we meet Allah expectations? hmm..
so, to summarize maybe we should be realistic but optimistic at the same time to meet our expectations. and at the same time always think positive! so, wat's your expectations for tomorrow?? =)

p/s: nk wt cerpen, tp mcm xreti..haha..

destiny!!!!!!!

one of my favourite scene in 500 Days of Summer because it teaches about destiny;

script :Tom gets up to leave.

TOM
You know what sucks? Realizing that everything you believe in is complete bullshit.

SUMMER
What is?

TOM
Destiny, soulmates, true love. All that stuff. It's nothing more than silly childhood fairy tale
nonsense, isn't it? God!

SUMMER
Tom, don't go.

TOM
I should have listened to you, Summer. You were right all along.

Summer takes a beat to let this hang there.

SUMMER
I was right?

And then, out of nowhere, she begins to hysterically laugh.

TOM
What? This is funny?

113.

Tries to stop but it only makes it worse. Now's she's completely cracking up.

TOM
What are you laughing at?

And she can't stop. She's totally lost control.

TOM
(trying himself not to LAUGH) 

You're a crazy person!

SUMMER
Tom! You're the crazy person!

TOM
What are you talking about?!

SUMMER
One day I'm reading a book at the corner deli and this guy sits down and starts asking about it.

Now he's my husband!

TOM
This is funny to you?

SUMMER
What would have happened if I went to the movies instead? If I went
somewhere else for lunch? If I showed up to eat ten minutes later?
Tom, it was meant to be, just like you said. And as it was happening,
I knew it. I could feel it, sure as the sun. And I kept thinking to
myself "Holy shit. Tom was right."

You were right about all of it.
(BEAT)
It just wasn't me you were right about.

Tom is speechless. Summer takes his hand. We may notice her wedding ring. 

We may also notice that this is the same exact shot as the first scene of the screenplay. 

We hold it for a few seconds more. And then, the hands separate.

so, it's all about destiny! sejauh mane pon kte da usaha kalau xd jodoh, xkemana jgk..

sbb tu sume ketentuan Ilahi..jd, jom doa utk dpt pasangan yg soleh/solehah..=). 

P/S: rindu separuh hidup la..

just wait & see..

You seem so afraid, afraid you’ll regret
Regret getting closer and connected to me
And I feel like that too but I’m scared
Scared you’ll leave while you still feel you can

So I’ll just wait and see
So I’ll just wait and see and see

Let our eyes say words we’ll leave unspoken
When we're trying to be careful
And words can be so confusing
When we're trying to be careful
But not too careful...

Fear, it has its place folded in squares
Squarely tucked in the back pocket of our minds
And yes, it’s reckless to act but pointless to decide
Just let your world collide with mine

Let’s not wait and see

Let our eyes say words we’ll leave unspoken
When we're trying to be careful
And words can be so confusing
When we're trying to be careful
But not too careful...

What's the average number of times people feel this way in a lifetime?
Let's not waste more time

Let our eyes say words we’ll leave unspoken
When we're trying to be careful
And words can be so confusing
When we're trying to be careful
But not too careful...

puding coklat roti!!! =D

curik from Prof. Google

resepi puding coklat roti

bahan-bahan

susu, gula, 3 biji telur, roti, butter, badam, kurma yg dimasak terlebih dahulu,coklat!

cara-cara memasak

1.sapu butter pada roti yg telah dipotong comel2 ..

2.whisk telur, susu, gula sampai sebati.

3.masukkan bancuhan susu dan kurma td ke dalam roti.

4.masukkan chunks of cooking coklat..kacau ckt.

5.tekan2 ckt roti sampai depa btol2 da soaked.

6.taburkan badam.  

7.bakar dlm oven pada suhu 250 darjah Celcius selama 40 minit kot..

P/S:memasak terapi stress! haha..=)

the waiting game!

lg 9 hari je lg..nk msk 8 da esk before result a-level kua..xpayah ckp la perasaan tu mcmne sbb rsenye da obvious da. dgn mimpi yg mcm2 version recently ni..haih..risau, cuak, takut, gelabah, dan lain2 la yg bercampur baur.. huhu..xtau la nk kawen nt mcmni ke..hahaha..da merepek la tu..

anyway, rsenye post ni sje nk bgtau kt diri sendiri yg xpayah la nk cuak lebih2..hmm...sbb sume keputusanNya adalah yg terbaik! dapat ke xdpt ke, insyaAllah ade hikmahNya..jadiiiiiiiii, xperlu takut la pada sesuatu yg terbaik Allah da tetapkan utk kita. dan penting jgk utk bersangka baik pada Allah..mcm keputusan yg terbaik tu. kalau kte da yakin pada Allah, insyaAllah nanti ape2 pon keputusanNya kte dpt terima dgn hati yg terbuka..semoga diri ni dpt menerima keputusanMu dgn hati yg terbuka Ya Allah..

حَسْبِيَ اللّهُ لا إِلَـهَ إِلاَّ هُوَ عَلَيْهِ تَوَكَّلْتُ وَهُوَ رَبُّ الْعَرْشِ الْعَظِيمِ
129“Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Tuhan selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal dan Dia adalah Tuhan yang memiliki ‘Arsy yang agung”.[QS. At Taubah]

Jom hijrah sempena Ramadhan!

Salam Ramadhan!

                      InsyaAllah, sempena Ramadhan yg mulia ni , meh la kte sume berhijrah ke arah kebaikan! kebaikan yg mcm mne? well depends la kt owg tu..ade yg nk puasa fb, nk khatam quran, nk master msk kt dapur, nk jd ank yg baik, nk ape lg? berhenti merokok mungkin? sume la yg baik2 kan..sbb fitrah manusia tu sendiri nk yg baik2..mcm mse tadika kte dlu2..ble ckgu ckp nk jd ape, mesti jawapan yg keluar polis la, doktor la, cikgu la dan lain2, tp xd kot jawapan nk jd pencuri terhebat unless dia btol2 da brutal tgk movie yg curik2 tu, mcm Oceans Eleven..haha..(merepek ckt)

                    Anyway, back to our topic..hmm..ssh x nk jd baik ni? ssh kan nk berhijrah ke arah kebaikan? nk wt anjakan paradigma sume...tp its not impossible!!!!!! you are what you think! so, mle2 yakin la yg kte bole buat baik..i mean jd lg baik..ok, pas2, ble da yakin, haaa..buat la..hehe..walaupun ssh mle2, tp insyaAllah, lme2 nt da lali da.jom hayati hadis ni:

Dalam Al Musnad dijelaskan bahwa Anas Radhiallahu ‘Anhu berkata Rasul Shallallahu ‘Alaihi Wasallam bersabda “Ada tiga buah perkara yg mem-binasakan dan tiga perkara lain yg menyelamatkan. Adapun yg membinasakan yaitu; kikir yg dituruti, hawa nafsu yg diikuti dan ‘ujub terhadap diri sendiri. Sedangkan yg menyelamatkan yaitu bertakwa kepada Allah baik dalam keadaan rahasia atau terang-terangan, adil ketika marah atau ridha dan berlaku sederhana baik ketika miskin atau kaya.” 

Dan yg paling penting berdoa..berdoa dan terus berdoa..

Katakanlah: "Hai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa semuanya. Sesungguhnya Dia-lah yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." (QS. Az-Zumar: 53)