Monday, 21 May 2012

bulan Rejab datang lagi..alhamdulillah..=)

Assalamulaikum dan hi,

kalau kowg sedar, xlama lg nk msk bulan Rejab which means xlme lg nk Ramadhan then rayaaaa!!! hehe.

.......Hari Selasa ni bermula 1 Rejab, jadi esok malam (Isnin) adalah malam 1 Rejab. Imam Syafiie rahimahullah berkata, ada 5 malam dalam setahun, Allah SWT bukakan pintu langit, salah satunya adalah malam 1 Rejab....

...Jadi, esok malam, perbanyakkan doa mudah-mudahan Allah ampunkan dosa kita, memakbulkan doa kita pada malam 1 Rejab. Antara lain yang kita boleh lakukan dalam bulan Rejab ialah, banyakkan Istighfar, minta ampun daripada Allah SWT. Yang paling bagus sekali Istighfar disebut sebagai "Sayyidul Istighfar" bermula dari esok malam. Bulan Rejab dikenali sebagai bulan Istighfar



 Bacalah Sayyidul Istighfar (Penghulu Istighfar):

(Rasulullah bersabda: “Sesiapa yang membacanya dalam keadaan yakin pada waktu petang, lalu meninggal dunia pada malamnya, maka dia akan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga. Sesiapa yang membacanya dalam keadaan yakin ketika Subuh, lalu meninggal dunia pada hari tersebut, maka dia akan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga.” Riwayat Al-Bukhari)

dan banyak lagi amalan2 Rasullullah amalkan masa bulan Rejab ni..cer tgk link roomate bg ni :amalan bulan Rejab ..jom sme2 istiqamah insyaAllah..=)

ok.tuka topik jap..hehe..

so, I was fb-ing n suddenly this thing striked my mind..my friend Naomi Lazaroo kwn sek. ren. now studying in UK, n she was commenting one of my other friends status. then she commented :
Yup. I've grown out of relationships anyway. Hassle + I think if they are interested they can speak to my dad first, lay down the contract terms, state wat we want and get to know each other.
kagum x?? pliz ckp yes! hehe..ok .for me, myself am amazaed. how she really believe on the love after marriage. because some of us (muslims) even think like love after marriage is so not cool thing. at least that's wat I thought of before. blame all those jiwang2 movies..arghh..

anyway, so ques is that, wat about us? do we believe in love after marriage?? jeng2..

nantikan entri seterusnya selepas exam BH esk.hehe..

Tuesday, 15 May 2012

mother's day ..=')

"Assalamualaikum, mama Happy Mother's Day! for us everyday is a mother's day. tq so much atas kasih syg yg xputus2, sume nasihat, doa mama xhenti2, ketabahan mama jg kteowg berlima walaupun diuji dan diuji, u hav always been there for us. tatkala kami x sihat, mama berikan ubat, tatkala kami x ckup duit, mama ckupkan, dan segala-galanya,maafkan kami ats segala slh silap kami dari kecik jika tersinggung hati mama, jika wat mama sedih.t.kasih atas segala belaian kasih syg mama pada kami ma. we love u with all our heart. i may have not been the greatest daughter, but u have always been my greatest loving mother always in our doa.hanya Allah saja berhak membalas segala jasa pengorbanan mama pd kami. take care ma..i miss u so much...=')


Rasulullah SAW pernah bersabda : Setiap pagi sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada kedua ibu bapamu.(xkira masih hidup atau tiada) nescaya pintu rezeki akan terbuka luas untuk kamu.

a slightest change in my emotion, u are the first person to detect it ma..whether it's a happy moment, or sad moment. u always understand me. u calm me with all your words of advice even so, mama the first one to panic ble tau anything wrong with her sons and only daughter. she is the first person to wake up, cook for us, and so many things u have done to us mama.. mom's cook is the best ma! rinduuuuuuu not just the food but the chef too..your tears of happiness is most valuable moment for me ma..

everytime i woke up seeing your pictures peluk nopah mse baby with that priceless smile makes my day. i could still recall the time we had daughter mother moment (borak2) kat dapur msk sme2..(tlg siang sayur je pon..hehe..) gi shopping sme2 even dari kecik your taste is always the best ma! hehe..


counting days mama..lg 26 hari!! woot2!!

Friday, 11 May 2012

PS I love you? hehe..


Life is full of wonders that have not been proven by humanity. The global integrity of the existence of Homo sapiens makes me curious about how life is created. How the zygote with a size of 0.3 micrometre in diameter soon developed into a foetus of 48 to 53 cm in length, when born?
         From this mystery, there is an unwavering determination and persistent thirst for knowledge in myself where I believed commitment to life-long learning is crucial in my future medical studies. Furthermore, I have always held great respect for the gift of life. Hence, to make it possible for others to fully live theirs is a gift in itself.  
              I believe that genuine concerns for patients and level of perseverance to strive in the pursuit of knowledge and harnessing it for the benefit of Mankind are essential in medical field. I am looking forward to studying in an international setting of diverse backgrounds, to be a better, well-rounded asset to my community.

tengah dok2 belek files kat laptop terjumpe plak personal statement aka PS yg telah diedit buat ke juta2 kalinya. n then it makes me think yg how grateful I should be! to be given this opportunity to study in Ireland, well not to say other places are not good but the fact that to continue studying tu pon satu nikmat yg besar sebenarnye which we sometimes take for granted. especially ble mcm face any difficulties, challenges or problems or homesick? hehe.. how those words written should potray who I wanna be as a good Muslimah doctor InsyaAllah..

im coming home!! xsbrnye nk g merisik! hehe..=))
these little things that we called nikmat should always always kte syukuri, sbb once kte x acknowledge them, nikmat tu akan ditarik..so, everytime kte rse mcm down ke ape, reflect back, think deep..why should we give up when Allah never gives up on us kan?

then it came across my mind smlm mse dok dga radio (searching something soothing/useful to hear) n then dpt channel SPIRIT radio ala2 IKIM versi Christian. sje dga2 n topik dia cte psl a woman suffering from breast cancer n how she survived from those difficult moments. n she was saying one thing that she said whoever hold on to God, God will always help them.siap last2 tu dia pesan kt pendengar seek God's words because His words are on top of everything.

and that one thing that strike my mind is tawakal!! n then it makes me think more that why should I not hold on tight to Allah sbb kalau dia boleh aku mesti la boleh jgk!! rahmat Allah itu Maha Luas..

65:3: Serta memberinya rezeki dari jalan yang tidak terlintas di hatinya. Dan (Ingatlah), sesiapa berserah diri bulat-bulat kepada Allah, maka Allah cukuplah baginya (untuk menolong dan menyelamatkannya). Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melakukan segala perkara yang dikehendakiNya. Allah telahpun menentukan kadar dan masa bagi berlakunya tiap-tiap sesuatu

P/S: 31 hariii lagii....yeay!!!

Sunday, 6 May 2012

inspirational words! ='))

Never give up on Allah, coz Allah never gives up on you.

“I am as My servant thinks I am. I am with him when he makes mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me to himself, I make mention of him to Myself; and if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assembly better than it. And if he draws near to Me an arm’s length, I draw near to him a fathom’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed,” (Hadith Qudsi, Bukhari).

terharu, terpegun dan terkesan dengan semangat jitu this man yg walaupun serba kekurangan tp still kuat! even mse dia jatuh pon, dia bangkit blk walau susah mana pon..

if you will fail 100x dun ever give up hope.because its not the end. 
you will find the strength to get up again. 


tawakal adalah keajaiban hidup.
manusia kne yakin bahawa di atas segala usahanya adalah kuasa yang lebih besar Allah swt.
yakinlah kepada Allah..yakinlah Allah adalah satu-satunya tempat bergantung kte. As-Samad..
doalah, mintaklah, mengadulah pada Allah apa2 masalahmu, resah-gelisahmu, kesedihanmu dan segala-galanya.kerana Allah Maha Mengetahui segala isi hatimu walaupun yang tidak diluahkan sekalipun.




Doa selesai belajar
"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku menyerahkan kepada-Mu apa yang telah Engkau ajarkan kepadaku. Maka kembalikanlah (peringatan) semula kepadaku apabila aku memerlukannya dan janganlah Engkau menjadikan aku melupainya. Limpahkanlah selawat kepada penghulu kami Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. yang memiliki cahaya untuk menghilangkan kelupaan dan limpahkanlah rahmat dan kesejahteraan kepada keluarga dan para sahabatnya."

Sunday, 29 April 2012

the evil side of music!!! (scary)

sehari tak dengar music rse mcm urghh, kosongnye jiwa?

bile bosan2, dgr music rse mcm perasaan bosan tu hilang

bile sedih2 or putus cinta ka, dgar music, kau rse mcm uhhhh, lagu ni memahami aku!!!

bile marah/tension dgn someone , then dgar music, kemarahan tu lega ckt sbb dpt expresskan lagi2 ble dgar lagu rock (sambil wt gaya pkul drum kuat2?)

ble happy tros psg lagu happy (sambil jari2 wt gaya main piano/guitar)

ble rindu someone ka, dga music, kau tros mcm uh lagu ni memahami aku der! sobs2..
dan mcm2..

n so it happened that i found this video Deen Show revealing the evil side of music! from a former musician Mo to Mohamed. please watch it eventhough it is long (30 minutes) but it's worth it, it may change your life too! kalau fb bole online 2 hours everyday apa la salahnye tgk video ni 30 minutes je pn..


yes, it sounds cliche yg mcm ala xkan kau xtau..dgar2 lagu rock sume tu x elok...yes, kte tau je tp we take it for granted yg smpi tahap kte rse spe x layan music ni mmg kuno! huh..(sceptical) n so kte xnk dilabel kuno, try search lagu2 baru yg mcm up-to-date? heh.or mungkin x, tp u hav a list of songs in your mp3, phone, ipod etc for certain mood? n it is part of your life? huh.

so, ape yg evil sgt music ni??????

first lets start with a quote from a very famous Greek philosopher,Plato: 

To be wary of the music that enters your society because it can destroy your whole society-moral, conducts everything!

  1. most of the songs have message "do watever u want!" which is totally against Islam.-brought by Aleister Cowley who is involved in human sacrifices, influenced Adolf Hitler, artists idola, wrote the Book of Law. on top of that, dia nk change people to become immoral!
  2. message like "do drugs, kill people, bisexual, premarital sex, don't listen to your parents, commit suicide n a long list to be written...which we take it for granted again! never! because music its the thing yg kte sng addicted to it, we keep on listening to it daily? hourly? first thing after u woke up, last thing before go to bed? huuuuuhhhh..bahaya wehhhhhh..
  3. artists nowadays take devils as their idol, they said the devils are their Lord.."they sold their sole"-to destroy people for fame.eg Rock n Roll. a forum they sold their souls for Rock 'n' Roll .they used their body as a vehicle for syaitan to spread their ideology, to deviate people from God.
  4. music influenced our children!!!  it will go to the subconscious mind that will affect the future!

2:208: O you who have believed, enter into Islam completely [and perfectly] and do not follow the footsteps of Satan. Indeed, he is to you a clear enemy.

jadi, saya menyeru marilah kte kurangkan and try stop dengar music yg lagha ni.. saya sedang cuba, dan merasai kesannye.anda bagaimana?

P/S: jom tuka playlist rock n roll tu ke ayat2 suci Al-Quran! =)

Thursday, 26 April 2012

facebook to God's book!!

i need to get this thing out of my head!!!!!! arghhhh...

like seriously rse mcm "urghh" npe la dok bkk fb ja..bkn ade ape ponnnnnn..setakat hang nk cek noti tu sekali suda...2 min je dlm hati bg alasan tp end up?? iskkk2......tipah, sila la fokus study plizzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!! exam lg 6 hari kottttt!! da abes study kaaaaaaaaa???? aiyooo..sabo jela..qarin ni jahat sgt tau salu nk i cek2 fb when infact bru je bkk 10 mins ago? iskkkkk2..kritikal2..

the exact moment dlm ade ape dgn fb?


so, tbe2 terjmpe plak video psl "is facebook haram?"

 
jeng2..

and so, i went searching for the answer of this illness called fb addiction!
http://www.suhaibwebb.com/relationships/withthedivine/from-facebook-to-gods-book/



and the answer is simply u are not keeping in touch with Al-Quran obsessively like you do with fb..arghhhhh. (especially during that time when ehmmm..)

Many of us have an addictive relationship with Facebook. We check our accounts compulsively, multiple times a day. It is sometimes the last thing many of us do before we sleep and the first thing we do when we wake up; time flies when we’re on it, and it is obsessive.Yet how many of us have an addictive relationship—have any relationship—with the Qur’an? This is the Book that transformed alcoholic, oppressive, baby-girl-burying people into callers for justice, defenders of the oppressed, soft-hearted, humble worshippers of the Lord of All the Worlds. If what is contained in this Book brought eternal peace to the hearts and freedom to the souls who were chained to the whims of their own desires, it undoubtedly can emancipate us from our own problems, heartaches and stresses. However, its ability to powerfully impact us may go a lifetime unrealized if we continue to decide that other relationships are more important.
Building Our Relationship
Having taken the Qur’an as a best friend, we must also make a commitment to building our relationship with it. Best friends don’t happen overnight; we become continuously attached to the person we’ve already connected with because of our consistent ability to reconnect and re-align. So too, with the Qur’an. The Qur’an is always there, waiting to be your closest homie! Why? Because when we establish a relationship with the Qur’an, we are, in reality, establishing a relationship with the One Who created us and knows us best.
He tells us, “I am as My servant thinks I am. I am with him when he makes mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me to himself, I make mention of him to Myself; and if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assembly better than it. And if he draws near to Me an arm’s length, I draw near to him a fathom’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed,” (Hadith Qudsi, Bukhari). 

When we think about God, when we make an effort to draw nearer to Him, He comes to us with speed. Therefore, let us run to Him through our relationship with the Qur’an!

easy said than done ? but hey that's not  an excuse ya!!!! so, stop it!! perhaps this is the time Allah really wants to test you on how good you are telling people to do good when in fact you your own not practising it? reflect2...


Surah AL-A'raf: 201
Indeed, those who fear Allah - when an impulse touches them from Satan, they remember [Him] and at once they have insight.

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

beware bad trendsetters!!!!


rehat sebentar bersama blog..hehe..ok..td bru tgk video Nouman Ali Khan psl bad trendsetters..bez! agk lama la 30 minits tp it's worth it.

gist video tu:

1.cultural slavery, societal pressure: to abide what society says..to always compare with others. what he has, i should have too.to fit in the crowd with same style of fashion, the way they communicate. to follow the tradition that is not in line with the deen like having super expensive wedding just to honour the society?

2. how  the bad trendsetters will cut you (trend followers) off on the Judgment Day even you have been the best follower. the most loyal fanatic fan etc. (xjmpe ayat yg dia mentioned dlm surah Al-A'raf)

3. so how are we going to control ourselves, our children, our society from becoming the society slaves? don't let your children to become trend followers!! cartoon sume bole ade impact mse besarnye.

4. be Allah's slave not the society's.

5.be a good parents especially fathers! talk, appreciate and spend time with your daughters bcoz the self-confidence get from dad is irreplaceable!play with your sons bcoz you are the best friend of your son.

6. follow the trend of Ibrahim who don't simply follow others. Ibrahim who worship Allah when everybody else was not.

p/s: don't just follow mindlessly!