self reflections in Ramadhan.

Salam 24 Ramadhan, 

It's been a long time dat we haven't met each other right? so, time is flying way too fast. Only 3 weeks left before I when back to Ireland. dunno why, but I tend to become quite emotional lately thinking about it but at the same time I have the feeling of eagerness and excited to start on my clinical years next sem plus missing everyone in Cork, the environment, the weather? etc etc. huhu.. well, putting that aside, currently I have so many random thoughts in my mind bout self-reflections.. 

Ramadhan being a holy month where we should aim to improve ourself in terms of our relationship with Allah and human kinds. . but sometimes we tend to slip somewhere, hurt someone's feeling without our intention, ego etc etc. and actually the best thing is to just seek forgiveness from that person and most importantly to Allah. And its such an amazing oppurtunity that Allah gave to us, its the Lailatul Qadar.

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

إِنَّآ أَنزَلۡنَـٰهُ فِى لَيۡلَةِ ٱلۡقَدۡرِ (١) وَمَآ أَدۡرَٮٰكَ مَا لَيۡلَةُ ٱلۡقَدۡرِ (٢) لَيۡلَةُ ٱلۡقَدۡرِ خَيۡرٌ۬ مِّنۡ أَلۡفِ شَہۡرٍ۬ (٣) تَنَزَّلُ ٱلۡمَلَـٰٓٮِٕكَةُ وَٱلرُّوحُ فِيہَا بِإِذۡنِ رَبِّہِم مِّن كُلِّ أَمۡرٍ۬ (٤) سَلَـٰمٌ هِىَ حَتَّىٰ مَطۡلَعِ ٱلۡفَجۡرِ (٥)
We have sent it (the Qur’an) down in the Night of Qadr. ¹ (1) And what may let you know what the Night of Qadr is? (2) The Night of Qadr is much better than one thousand months. (3) The angels and the Spirit descend in it, with the leave of your Lord, along with every command. ² (4) Peace it is till the debut of dawn. (5)

May Allah guide our hearts to find the night of Qadr and to always seek forgiveness from Him. this is one of the best video I've seen which tells about the best doa that Rasulullah SAW taught Aishah . 

the next thing is the feeling of disappointed with my own self when I could not fulfill the all task given. well, in progress I should say but it's not efficient that I myself expect from myself. hmm. too much responsibilities? nahh.. Time management , multi-tasking, better delegations etc are the things that I shud improve on. 

But, Alhamdulillah for every thing that Allah has made our task easy. be it from the preparation for my brother's wedding till the wedding itself, Muslim Overseas Camp 2013, everything in the past, present and future. too many nikmat for us to thank Allah. and so indeed through the remembrance of Allah you may find peace. zikir=remember/ingat. And indeed all the things are gud for you in the knowledge of Allah. 

it's your job to find/believe the hidden meaning or in malay we called it "melihat yang tersirat dari yang tersurat".

so, chin up. n lets strive the best to gain His redha In Shaa Allah. La Hawla wala quwwata illa billah. =)