speak out loud!

huuu..td ade class clinical practice yg agk relax tp bez! sbb dpt refresh blk psl circulation of blood, CPR n etc..n learn a new thing for history taking anology: SOCRATES which is very interesting n looking forward for that...

Site - Where is the pain?
Onset - When did the pain start, and was it sudden or gradual?
Character - What is the pain like? An ache? Stabbing?
Radiation - Does the pain radiate anywhere? (See also Radiation.)
Associations - Any other signs or symptoms associated with the pain?
... Time course - Does the pain follow any pattern?
Exacerbating/Relieving factors - Does anything change the pain?
Severity - How bad is the pain?

oh, dlm class td ckgu tu tanye soalan randomly kt sume owg, n aku mcm tau jawapan dia tp x tercakap sbb mcm ramai owg lain nk try jawab jgk. n at the same moment hati aku berdegup2 laju..haha..ok..itu weird. sbb lpas tu mmg terasa terkilan la asl aku x ckp je td as in speak the answer out loud?! 

mungkin sbb budaya kt malaysia or aku sendiri yg penakut sgt? isk2..ok..don't put the blame on others! hmm...lepas tu now ni mcm ade perang rakan serumah sikit..haha..dari insiden yg mop toilet tu smpai la ke use sparingly note kt washing liquid tu makes me feel so annoyed. haha..patutkah?

 i am so immature! huuuu..patut chill jela kot..tp still come on? hmm..or maybe lepas ni aku kne jd direct mcm dowg jgk! if dowg bole ckp mcm2 why not aku? errrr..geramnye..mcm arak yg bersepah2 tu n maybe psl house chores..huuu,,  tbe2 je bole jd tension ngn bende2 remeh ni..adoi...xske2! 

hmm..xpe2..now aku rase yg plg baik ialah bersabar n at the same time speak out loud please because there will be a huge miscommunication later on if someone x ckp ape yg dia patut ckp and that will pile up into huge thing which aku xnk! so, jom speak out loud! hahah..

 P/S: mood swing..=/

adapting!

seperti masuk kandang kambing mengembek, masuk kadang kerbau menguak.
bila da msk environment baru, kte kne cuba adapt sebaik mungkin. mcm perangai housemate irish yg mungkin agk direct, environment yg di mana mlm2 mesti bising2 -xtau ape la yg seronok sgt tu berparty, etc..

adapt study anatomy, biochem, physio n etc tu pun penting sgt! kne manage time wisely! uh, kne adapt tok jd independent! n the list goes on. n keep up with the pace..=)

uh, lg semangat kne kuat!!!!! be strong, n stay strong. but sometimes when you need to cry, cry...sobs2...sbb ape2 pon dugaan dan cabaran kte hadapi, sumenye mampu kte tangani..dan jgn takut dan gentar, Allah sentiasa bersama kita...

dan kadang2 rindu kat family tu norma hidup seorang ank bila berjauhan ngn keluarga tercinta.. rindu nk gaduh mulut ngn ainul, rindu nk borak2 lama2 ngn mama, rindu nk dga abah nasihat, rindu dgn innocent nazri, rindu dgn abdul yg ske ckp bosan2 , rindu dgn mus yg macho tp ske merokok! uhhhhhh, rindunye.....='/

so, nk ckp sini "ain, I totally feel you" cuma aku bajet tough je tu..because I'm cooler than you! hahaha..

ok..jom smbg msk! hehe..uh, carrot cake td sedap! hehehe,,=)

Fota oh fota!!!!!! =)

weekend ni g Fota ngn Ohana msg2, total ade dlm 44 owg termasuk kakak seniors yg comel2 bwk g jln2 ronda fota kt cork ni! walaupun terpakse meredah hujan lebat pg tu utk amek bas ke kent train station, tp memang berbaloi sgt sebab Fota girls day out sgt bez!!!!!!!!!

dpt tgk keindahan flora dan fauna yg comel2 belaka..ade yg tak penah tgk kt msia mcm penguins, (Mara-sejenis rodent yg bila terasa diancam, dowg tbe2 statik even tga jln tertenggek ke ape..mcm patung btol!)..pastu swan sume, n binatang lain yg pelik2 nama dia..pas2, ade satu haiwan ni comel je uuukk uuukkkk ukkk..pas2, try r imitate bunyi dia, dia bls uukk ukkk ukkk even mse nk blk pon dia mcm tau je nk ckp bye.. hehe...itik pn jwb quak ak!!!! comel..

penat2 jln, dpt plak mkn nasi lemak n sambal udang senior msk!!!! woot2..memang sedap!!!!!!! pas2 solat zuhur sume, ade pengisian from seniors psl fiqh travellers basically about solat jama', khuf, samak etc..very the informative. and the drum session pon sgt exciting!!! tbe2 terase nk blaja main drum btol2..n guitar jgk..ecece..dan2 je...=)

mse nk blk tu, singgah beli ole2 utk diri sendiri sebagai kenangan..ecece..comel kn2?? ok tu je..jom study! haha..=)

P/S: mimpi..

keep up the momentum!!!!!!! =)

yeah, in everything we do, kte kne always keep up the momentum..likewise mcm blaja ni..kne be prepared btol la kn before msk class, habes class kne review, n always check your performance by doing some exam ques. ecece..haha...mcm UCC ni, sistem dia sume gne blackboard aka Bb..notes, assignment, announcement etc sume depa letak kt Bb..so, nk tak nak kne la online setiap 24 jam utk cek updates..

dan setiap kali tu jgk la diri ni akan leka je bkk tab fb dlu..haih....sengal kot!!! xske3! yela, if 10 min xpe jgk, kdg2 tu mcm berejam2 kot.. itu pon actually xbende pn yg menarik serius oh..tp, tu la namanye addicted kn..haha..xpe2, nt kte try slow2 ek kurangkan masa main fb ni..haha..

oh, dan nk cte sejak dtg ireland ni, almost everyday kot g town..huuuuuu...lepas satu brg, ade je brg lain yg mcm kne beli..printer,usb cable which x included ngn printer, frying pan sbb housemate ade msk pork, so mcm nk selesa beli je la n food!!!!! i mean a lot of food!!!!!! haha..so, its a necessity ye..jd, xpe kot..huuu..duit mengalir deras btol weh duk kt negara europe ni..huhu..oh, td dpt beli kasut purple yg cantik kt Clarks! ske2! heeeee..

oh, tips utk diri sendiri utk menyedapkan hati psl perbelanjaan ni, jgnla convert euro ke rm wehhhhh.. x hidup kang..haha..so, chill la..mula2 tu bese r beli byk ckt brg, lme2 nt insyaAllah dpt save..hopefully!! nk beli tiket ke msia kot!!!!!! heeeeeeee..=)

oh2, first time tgk cadaver selase lepas mse anatomy practical..seronok! hahaha...n td mkn sgt puas ok! aym goreng special n sup sayur ain msk!!!!!!!!!! perform da kwn aku ni..da maju ok...siap wt dessert kiwi + youghurt tuuu..so, lpas ni bole la ckp saya pandai msk sup sayur kt mak mentua kau eh? hehehe..ok tu je..

maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

malu bertanye? malu nk berkenalan? malu nk jmpe owg? peristiwa memalukan????? hmm..Sejak 2 menjak ni, ade je peristiwa yg memalukan diri sendiri..haih..sengal sgt la nk cte..ok..tp nk cte, malu tu normal tp kne la malu bertempat tau!!!!!!! haih..-.-

oh..im starting to miss people in msia!!!!!!!!!! ='/

today was the first class n officially im a medic student! haha..anatomy was very exciting, Dr Kathy is good n pretty. physio n person,culture n society was fine..haha..looking forward for next class..hehe..

n yeah, we malaysians are still in our comfort zone though.haih..maybe we are too collective? hmm..but, there was half of the class were malaysians kot! bangga der dpt big welcome from 2 lecturers td..haha..

anyway, lets juz hope for the bez! study hard n pray hard!

first time raya kt cork!

with kak adnin aka OHANA mama.hee

tadi pg ade sambutan Hari Raya organized by PPMC. mmg meriah btol..bkn je sume warga UCC trun ke mini restaurant tu, tp seniors ucd pn turut meriahkan majlis ni! postgraduate ngn ank2 dowg yg comel2 gle pn turut menceriakan suasana raya ni! makanan byk gle dan sume sedap2! =)

arishah tepi kiri sekali..yg mcm mabuk tu ain.=)

soto yg dimasak oleh first year student masterchef: Arishah mmg mantop der! hebat la sume owg pandai msk! oh, persembahan islamik dari Atap Hijau pn bez! bdak2 comel tu pn ade nyanyi lagu raya jgk! haha...comel je, punye la ramai kt dpn, tp lead singer 2 owg je..yg lain goyang2 bdn..haha..comel!

and randomly td bdak ky jd famous for 2 mins sbb kne introduce ourselves..haha..ni sume gara2 dowg termiss nk mention ky..yela, spe la ky compared ngn kmb..ecece..haha..hmm..tu je kot..sori  gmbr xbyk..haha..xpe, nantikan update seterusnya ye! hee...=)

P/S: time to focus!!

diari cork 1..=)

ola!!!!!!!! hehe..alhamdulillah, da slamat sampai kt cork, ireland!!!!!!!! sejuk sgt, 8-13 degerees celcius..n windy n rainy most of the time jgk la..urm..after all those panic about luggage being overweight, imigresen n all, sampai jgk kt sini! the first few days mmg penat n hectic la nk setteld in kan..yela, flight je dlm 15 hours kot. 12 hours KL-London, 1 hour to cork..tp kt heathrow tu letih jgk la imigresen sume tu..but, i managed der..tips2, jalan in group, ask around if in doubt, stay calm always, zikir n selawat byk2 n doa..insyaAllah, sume ok...=)

then, people here are very friendly...my housemate ade 2 irish, 1 from china...dowg sume baik je n phm if kte explain psl culture kte about wet toilet ke not eating pork etc. but, do explain politely la. hehe..orientation was good kot, jln2 around campus in a large group of 40 i think..pas2, haa..psl food! alhamdulillah, from the day jejak kaki kt sini, seniors sgt la very the baik, supportive, n caring sbb bg mkn nasi ayam, pasta, nasi tomyam..its a warm community here named Persatuan Pelajar Malaysia Cork(PPMC).

and yesterday baru dpt OHANA(family) baru consist of ain, me, nasrah, farahin n kak adnin yg cool!!!! =)

n yeah its a relieved feeling dpt housemate Norain Ishak ni aka KYUEMian, mbr naik ktm salu, mbr skype sume..n now da jd mbr msk!!!!!!!! woot2! n yeah..we cooked here! nasi goreng keju, sup sayur, sambal ikan bilis, n the list goes on! haha..n halah food sini byk je, Khan Store, Aishah store kot jual halal food sume tp kne p town la which is dlm 20 mins walk from Castlewhite apartment tempat tinggalku..=)

nex week start class, i hope it went well insyaAllah..perceptions kne tuka, kne wt crtical thinking, ask!, focus dlm class, if xphm record, n kne abeskan review wat u hav learned that day, n hav a good rest! medic gonna be tough, but think positive ok! so, tu je kot update so far..=)

terima kasih atas doa sume!!! =)

menghitung hari.=/

tggl hari jumaat, sabtu and the day-Ahad! cptnye la masa berlalu..dulu, mse dok tggu result, xpkr pon psl ni sume,then now ble nk p da, kalut la beli brg2 sume, pack n pack n unpack n pack coz xmo overexcess baggage...tp still penuh je beg! alahai..pastu, tiap2 hari mesti ade hal kne uruskan..turun kl, naik sbn, turun jj, blk umh, turun MARA,naik umh mak tok n the list goes on..urusan duit ngn pihak universiti & MARA pon da jadi norma hidup first year student ni..hnmm..doa la byk2 moga semuanye dipermudahkan..

                         oh, ape lg nk ckp..hmm..mix feelings kot da nk p jao from mama, abah sume..huwaaaaaa...sedih kot..tp, adat owg nk p berjuang kne kental! semangat kne kuat tau! niat kne betul...nk p berjihad menuntut ilmu..bkn nk bercuti, bersenang lenang, nk enjoy je...igt tu wahai diriku dan sahabatku yg lain. sbb ade ckgu ckp bila tga down2 ke nk giv up ke, cbe pkr sejenak sume pengorbanan parents kte, sume titik peluh dowg besarkan kte dari kecik, pengorbanan ckgu2 sume, doa sedara-mare, sahabat-handai sume..siapalah kita tanpa mereka sume?

and abah pesan paling penting ingat Allah selalu..ok..tu je..

note: spe yg xdpt hadir ke KLIA sebelum pkul 10 mlm ahd ni atas sebab2 xdpt dielakkan,xpe la..nk wt cne eh..sobs3=/

full house raya n kenduri doa selamat!

                 Alhamdulillah, open house khas utk raya celebration n kenduri doa selamat selesai dengan jayanye...disebabkan masa sangat suntuk utk preparation, catering Mat Zin jadi pilihan mama..dan sudah terang lagi bersuluh, masakannye mmg sdp yg ade kick punye dan harga pon sgt berpatutan..hehe..tp, mak msk jgk la ok..xperlu kot nk sebut menu, nanti terliur plak owg yg bce ni..haha..anyway, penat tu xpyh cte la kot..tp nsb la ade hero2 malaya perkasa kt umh ni..hehe..InsyaAllah, sume nasihat sedara mara, keluarga, sahabat-handai akn dijadikan pedoman kt sana.. 

tuka topik ckt la, packing xabes wehh...argh...beg besar pon mcm xmuat je...adoiyai..help me! flight pon xtau lg ni...=/ xpe2, bykkan bersabar ea kwn2! kuatkan semangat tu! jgn nangis2 tau..hehe..be strong my dear! semoga semua urusan kita dipermudahkan Allah dunia dan akhirat..=)

oh, lupe nk ckp..thanx sgt2 pada spe2 yg dtg tu..and sori gle if ade owg tph terlupe nk ajk ke..sbb wt kecil-kecilan je pon..thanx n sori..=)

P/S: hrp2 sgt sume2 yg tersayang dpt anta kt airport!

Aidilfitri sebelum berada di perantauan.=')

sebak la bila dok tgh2 marhaban kt kampung, mse dok busy gotong-royong msk2 kt umh mak tok, mse dok chit-chat ngn cousins, second cousins, mse dok kemas2 umh ngn abg2 sume, mse dok rapat2 amek gmbr sume..sume tu mcm yg terakhir kot da..sbb nex raya xtau la blk msia ke x..xtau pon dpt raye ke x nex year..xtau hidup lg ke x...sumenye xtau! tp bila fikir blk, mmg pon future kte ni misteri..yela, hanya Allah je yang tau...jodoh, ajal sume tu..(ok, mood melankolik berakhir)

tp, raya kali ni mmg bez! yela, setahun sekali gather sume, borak2 sume...time ni la nk rapatkan silaturahim kte sume..ziarah-menziarahi, sambut-menyambut tetamu sume..awesome kn?? hehe.. n raya ni jgk lain ckt sbb sume owg excited nk tau ble nopah nk fly..sbb pakat2 nk anta kt airport..hehe..terharu...pastu, smpt wt doa selamat ckt mse marhaban kt umh mk ngah..n tbe2 randomly kne wt speech kot! haha...smpi tersasul..haih...nervous kot, owg nk mention nama arwah atok jd ank atok haji Latif plak..hehe..HAHAHA..n mlm tu jgk, abh bg tazkirah yg menusuk kalbu jgk..=)

 

selamat hari raya sume! maaf zahir dan batin..=)

P/S: i will surely miss this moment so badly.,=(